It was very fun today kay ?
I went to meet YiLingCANDY and YuShanCHOCO a th bus stop.
walked to SUSHISHOPPPPPP !
eat there, CANDY studied there.
then we went to BBC ! (:
so we played?
studied awhile.
then CHOCO tested ZhenXiang on MATH and CALCULATIONSSS .
he is like supersuper fast lahhhh .
then i gave him math questions to do.
tomorrow is his N levels .
And guess whatt ?
HE DOES NOT HAVE EVEN ONE TEXTBOOK.
lols ...
he dont have pencils and erasers, he dun have mathematical instrument set.
haiiiiz .
Anw, then we move to the playground .
Soon, CANDY had to go home.
i stayed at the playground with CHOCO.
loads of funny things happened lah .
CHOCO play ball, face got hit by ball.
While trying to cross to the other side under the monkey bars, she tripped over a bottle.
lolssssssss. so clumsy xD.
then CHOCO, me, ZhenXiang, Larry, ZhengAn and one guy went to tm.
so funny lah in the arcadeeeeee.
we play the thingy where u dig up sweets and put on the thingy.
then will push sweets out one.
then they spent over 50 dollars on that machine.
ALOTALOT of sweets.
Got one tigger.
CHOCO took it.
then we moved somewhere else.
CHOCO almost forgot her file lahh.
xD.
Then the guys went home, CHOCO and I went to NTUC.
CHOCO wanted to buy a present for TERESEEEEE .
lolsss . and then we took bus 8 home.
NOW im postinggg !
just now i studied for lit ONLINE !
xD . so cooooliooo .
I found ZhenXiang and Larry the friendsterrrr .
but put as private .
idiot righttt ?
lols . okay lahh .
i stop blogging liao .
have to sleep lerrr .
now 11.30 leee .
NIGHTSSSS (:

Will reply tags asap.

& i dunno what to do. lets wait till after EOYS. I wanted to cut myself deeper but i remembered that my CANDY said that if i cut myself i am destroying god's creation so i didnt. Thanks CANDY and CHILDISHTWINNIE (: NICOLETAY you too (: Thank you all for being with me all these times when i was down. and sure NICOLETAY, i will tell u all my problems (:

Should i just end my life?
i feel so damn bad now.
people are treating me colder and colder.
i dont wish to be in THIS life.
i want a family.
one that i can count on for ALL problems.
thats all im asking for.
maybe i should .

im gonna remove this post.
some fking extra person come cut in.
it is between that person and me.
please dun extra .
im a freakk fineee .
dun bitch here.
u not happy ah.
DUN COME MY BLOG LAH.
EXTRA .
Ive got a life.
at least better than yours.
i dun have a acting cute attitude.
so stfu.
and
FUCK OFF EXTRA

HELLOOSS (:
anyone missed mee ?
I mia-ed for a longlong time ...
i just moved house.
and the moving was causing me not to use internettt .
rawrrr .
anws, i just am posting for some reasons .

to The 2 of you girls.
I hope you guys wont lie anymore kay.
the first person,
you told me u staying back .
then u tell me u going to see the doctors.
then after that i see u walking across the canteen.
dun lie key.
i seriously dun like it.
is you dun want to stay back just tell me
i wont force u to .
i really dun like liars.
both of you,
we gotta find a time and stayback
finish up all our projects.
get it OVER and DONE with .

To Boifeyy :
I miss you truckloads .
i wanna see you right now.
i wanna hear your voice right now.
whats happening?
is it because we are both busy at the same time ?
i wanna hear u now .
i really really miss you.

To ChomelLOLLIPOP:
Dun be sad, Dun cry.
no matter what i will be there for u.
if u need a shoulder, i will be there.
if you wanna talk to someone, my phone is 24hrs on.
i will be there for you.
I LOVE YOU (:

To RachelSEXYTWIN:
twinnie, i hope nothing bad ever happens again.
i will be worried.
veryvery worried.
same goes to you.
no matter what i will be there for u.
just call me anytime.
i will answer your calls.

To NigelKOR:
Dun be so angry another time.
This time is enough.
i dun wanna worry for both of you .
i trust that you guys WILL not get into BIGBIGquarrels again.
Neither will you guys have cold wars.

I really dunno whats happening. I want my life to be the same. i dont wanna be like that. i want truthful friends. I want loyal friends. i my old friends to be back. i wanna talk to boifey for hours over the phone. i wanna bake and bake. i want a happy and simple life. thats all im asking for.
God please give me back my old friends. give me a happy and simple life. like i USED to have. ):
I duwanna cry anymore.
someone stop me from crying.