wellwellll !
On thurs-fri i went to muar/malacca.
thurs :
woke up early !
then took th FIRST bus to school >.<
Met NicoleBAOBEI and EricaDAR at school backgate~
and we were all late );
saw mr weeeeeee at pe porch that area.
i saw him taking a cab to school then he ask me why nv join him.
LOLS .
awkward leh >,<
blahblahblah~
we were then on our way to MUAR ~
we stop at a few stops.
first one, me, nicole, eunice and erica bought NASILEMAK ~
so delicious lehhhh ! <3
then our second stop is erm some big store ?
i cant remember .
then we proceed to our first station which is th rubber/pineapple plantation.
th rubber plantation SUPER LOT OF MOSQUITOES !
yuckyuck.
then our second stop was th coffee plantation ?
i bought coffee powder ~
lols .
i cant rmb anything else .
blahblah .
then we went to th hotel ~
my room mates : rafidah and sheenaaa ~
ahahahhahas .
i love them loads . its super fun to bunk with them.
after we put our stuff down we went for shoppinggggggggg !
that shopping centre is super nice !
too big to be trueee .
i was walking around with eunice, nicole and erica .
the stuff there soooo matureee .
xD .
then nicole and i bought the fried chicken.
super nice can ! (;
then we got back to the bus and went for dinner .
at a peranakan restaurant ! (:
there was someone to show us live demo !
th foood there is nice but spicy );
the dishes were overall delicious .
then we went back to our hotel to wash up !
we found our room super scary .
then we changed and went down for briefing .
after the briefing ,
blahblahblah,
we moved in with miss yew <3
ahahhas .
it was super funnnnn .
many chats .
and i got many secrets .
lolsss <3333
then we slepttt .

day 2 :
we woke up at 06 00 .
then wash up, woke up th other girls .
then there we gooo .
we went for breakfast first .
then after that we went to dutch square .
walkwalkwalk .
then went to peranakan museum .
eat lunch at seafood restaurant .
then YAY ! back in singaporeeeee~
i got my rank and badgesssssssssss .
awesomeeeeee~
rushed for dg then deegeeeee ~
ahhahahas .
loved th awesome intimate moments with god <3
then home-edddd .
was sooo tired .
ahahas .
endend ;D

& u are the one i love th most but am i ? i wanna know th answer . i wanna give up cause u told me to but how ? its killing me . i cant seem to forget you . the suspense is really gonna kill me .

hello peopleeeeeee .
im here to post
school has been super boring .
ahahahas .
there was a super act cute irritating guy behind me during recess .
i was queuing up for food then suddenly behind me got irritating fella.
keep on hitting my hair .
walaoooooo .
then i turn around, he gimme act cute face .
stupiddddddddddddd ;D
thats the only thing i wanna post about.
i stayed back today and slackeddd .
soooo boringgg .
then aft that i went homeeeeee~
and i was super pissed when i got home .
dont wanna say .
then here i am posting !

& i really really trying to not love you but its hard . when i close my eyes, i see your face. when i dream, i dream about you. when i read, i see your name. am i that deeply in love ? tell me how to give up a tree ? people tell me there is a forest around me asking me why i choose that tree. i dont know why. he is just too good to be true. i really miss you, i wanna see you right now.

hello people !
im back and i have th mood to postpostpost !
ahhahs !
well, today i cant go for dare ):
sad and long story .
lalalaas~
im currently chatting w/ my laopo and a super retard person :D
but my laopo like retard leh . reply super slow.
so the super retard person is saying he got 49/50 for chinese.
i dont believe luh ! :D
ahahas . now he threatening me luh.
stupid asssss :D
andand, he is such a copycow .
lalalalas~
and he owes me one bubbletea ;D
laopo you know u shuddup uh !

& gawsh . i miss him soso much . and he always no time oneeeeeeee . stupid boy . i really wanna forget about you but its hard, its tough. i dont know why . every second im falling deeper and deeper in love w/ you.

well, im here to talk about someone .
so just look at this patiently ;D
there is this girl who is a b*tch in my school.
she is sec two this year .
and please uh, i really hate her.
she is so despo to break .
she makes up stories and when they leak out im blamed .
WOW .
and today , she told my friend that i went to spread the story and she said this ;
Aiya, duwan tell you anymore lah. later you go tell cherie.
i was like wtf . you know she was gonna tell me and you told her .
fish you lahs .
and can you learn to be more GROWN UP .
NO ONE FORCED YOU INTO THAT RELATIONSHIP .
NO ONE PUT A GUN TO YOUR HEAD SAYING YOU MUST ACCEPT .
AND IF YOU WANNA BREAK JUST SAY IT .
DONT FREAKING HELL MAKE UP STORIES .
AND WTH, YOU TOLD THE STORIES TO MANY PEOPLE YOURSELF.
YOU CANNOT EVEN BLAME ME LAH .
AND STOP FLIRTING .
I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT .
IF YOU CANT DO WELL IN ONE ASPECT, DONT COMMENT ON OTHERS.
I AM SERIOUSLY TOLERATING YOU ALR.
DONT THINK THAT THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND YOU.
NOT EVERYONE IS TO DO WHAT YOU SAY.
NOT EVERYONE LOVES YOU .
NOT EVERYONE IS BEHIND YOU.
YOU HAVE YOUR CLASS THEN YOUR CLASS LAH
IM SERIOUSLY NOT SCARED .
CAUSE I HAVENT BEEN SPREADING THE RUMOURS.
IF YOU WANNA SAY THAT I SPREAD THE RUMOURS, CHECK AGAIN.
AND I NV TOLD HIM ABOUT THE STORY.
SO DONT ANYHOW MAKE ASSUMPTIONS .
AND DONT EVEN THINK OF BLAMING HIM .
HE GUESSED IT HIMSELF .
DO YOU KNOW HOW HURT HE WAS WHEN HE GUESSED IT?
DO YOU?
YOU SHOULD UNDERTAND THAT IT IS SUPER PAIN TO HIM.
ALTHOUGH HE LOOKS CHEERFUL I KNOW HE IS HURTING INSIDE.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
YOU ARE THE CAUSE OF THIS.
PLEASE LAH.
IF YOU WANT TO BREAK JUST TELL HIM.
DONT LET HIM SUFFER IN SILENCE AND WHEN HE FINDS OUT HE WILL BE MORE HEARTBROKEN-ED.
IF YOU WANNA BAD MOUTH ME GO ON.
BUT DONT YOU EVER DARE HURT ANYONE AROUND ME.
OR IM SERIOUS I WILL PERSONALLY GO UP TO YOU AND SLAP YOU.
I HAVE BEEN TOLERATING AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.
STOP BEING A HYPOCRITE .
ASSSSS .

im super lazy to type alr . next time got mood then i add somemore.
bye peepooo .

p.s: dont assume its you cause i never mentioned your name.

Hello tootsies !
im backkkkkkkkkkkkkk .
i love myself kay :D
i wanna post about the airport trip.
after school, i ate then went home .
showered, dried my hair and made my way to airportttttt.
on th way smsed my laopo !
lols . my laopo is always late one lorh .
theen i rushed to the mrt station .
Zi Yi, Rishi, Weipeng, Amanda, Jingyi, YiShin, Syahril, Shubli, Danvin, Aliff, Trishal and Faezah.
i think were there .
im sorry if i missed out your name !
then erm we go airport .
cornelis dunno where lorh
then someone told us he at counter one there .
we all run thereeee .
then we saw him and his family .
ahahhas .
his brother is sooo adorable .
anw, we were all crowding around him .
The cd ppl there saluted him for one last time !
nadia and amanda cried alotttt .
then soooooon it was time for him to go into the departure gate.
he went in and i too started crying .
i dunno why .
uncontrollably you know .
then many more ppl started crying .
and my laopo cried tooooooo !
xD .
then I went home .
was super emo at home .
and when i slept, i dreamt of cornelis .
i was like shockkeeddd .
why would i dream of him?
xDDDDDDDDD
anwww that was super sad lorh .
These few days i have been smsing laopo worsss .
ahahahs .
then very stupid lahh .
leg pain liao still go play basketball .
ahahhahahas .
anw im now rotting at home .
DURING VALENTINE'S DAY !
): .
anw , i wanna say :
HAPPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ALL ♥

& i really wanna forget about you but how. you tell me how to . i wanna know how . its so confusing . i rather the glass cut me to death ytd .

hellosssssssss .
welcome to my deaded blogggggg !
im here to totally update kay .
Thursday :
Thursday was a sad day .
cause it was NCDCC's Chairman : cornelis chong's farewell party .
He is migrating to holland soon .
awws . few cried .
i know , fatin, faezah, nadia, carinna and nicole .
they cried . and i did too .
its really hard and sad you know ?
Cornelis Chong was a really good leader that i look up to .
last year when we went to mount kinabalu, i was in his team .
and although i had repeatedly said to him i hate him for climbing way faster then me .
its fine with me .
i was just playinggg :D
But all those times NCDCC spent together with him was awesome .
he was always sporting .
And he can really fight :D
one of the best fighters in NCDCC :DDDDD
He is strong . and i have seen him very sad .
Its sad for me too .
oh wells . i bid farewell to him .
i wanna send him off at airport kay !
I PROMISEEEEE :DD
Then after crying we played rugbyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
i didnt lahh .
nicole, carinna and a few others played hide and seek at old block.
sooooo funnny .
then they went home while i stayed to wait for shubli, faezah and some other seniors .
I HATE ABDULLAH.
ahahhahhas . he is super evil .
Went home lateeeee .

Friday:
After sch i stayed back with jeanette and tereseeeeeeeeee .
ahhahahas .
in the canteen, i saw MELISSAAAA, YVETTEEE, JESVINA , QUEENIEEE and MANDYYYYYYY
ahahahs . they were going for a table tennis match.
then after they left, we went out of school for lunch .
then went to buy bubble tea .
went back to school .
sat at canteen and did some work.
moved to study area and continued doing some workkkk .
ahahhahahahhahas .
then went back again to canteen to do some stuff .
then netballers came backk .
tabletennisers too !
then some of us played monkey in the canteen .
we figured it was too small of a space .
so we alll moved toooooooo Assembly grounddd .
lols .
then playplayplay .
me, jeanette and jesvinaaa went to jesvina's house .
then after that they acc me to eat .
LAKSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :D
then i went homee .
i slept .
Saturdayyyy :
DAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :DDDDDDD
i met KIAHHHHHHH . then saw clarisssseee at tamp mrt .
so we went to church together .
was late for service .
but yet, we still jumped like crazy people .
muahahahahas .
then settled down .
for service .
ahhahahas .
YAYYY .
I really miss all of them alot you know !
then after service ended, we went to buy tickets for "the curious case of Benjamin Buttons"
This movie is soo awesomeee .
Its about Benjamin Buttons who was born VERY OLD .
and as he grew older , he got younger .
hope you all understand .
the rest u watch yourselfff :DDDD
then KOU FU-ED !
it was the best dinner i ever had you knoww .
EVERYONE ARM WRESTLEEEEDDDDDD !
When kiah arm wrestles , her face turns red .
when irvin arm wrestles, his face also turns red .
ahahhahhahahs .
so hilarious .
Irvin is suppose to be Ervin but i prefer Irvin .
ahahahhahas .
anywayyyy ,
Irvin VS WenYi !
TIEEEE .
irvin was like obviously losinggggg .
ookokkokok .
then Josiah VS Wenyi .
Stupid Josiah won .
AND I GOT ONE WHOLE CADBURY CHOCOLATE BAR !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :D
then so funnnnn .
then me,kiah.clarisse and coach e went to engwah to meet nisha and her friend and coach val .
then after the movie finished,
me, kiah, clarisse and coach val Bused to city hall via 36 .
Coach val told us some of her hobbies ahahhas .
then we went homeeeeeeeeeee .
then me and jesvina talked on msn .
this and that .
and sad stuff .
ahahhas .
then the endd .
Today :
I watched some show .
then i talked to Walton the liar .
then Jesvina wifeyy too :D
then now Walton just got home from work .
lols .
im boreddd .
but im gonna do my
hw alrrr .
BYE PEEPOOOO :D

to stupid boy :
im trying my best to stop falling in love w/ you.
you should know that .
but i cant ignore you at all .
its very hard .
talking to you has become my daily routine .
i dont know why .
but im forgeting about you .

to kukuhead :
stay strong and live on yeahhhhs :D
she is not worth your time and effort .
she has always been like that .
so leave her alone .
if she continues to be like this she wont even marry in the future lorh .
anw, dont be saddd .
you have to be brave kayy .
u are tall and u gotta act your height !
u bobo ! :DDDDDDDDDDDD