I miss you .

♥ & im back ;D

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Helloooooooo peoplee ;D
im back to post post ;D
firstfirst, i wanna thankthank Kiah, NicoleHONEY, EricaSWEETHEART and Jay ! ;D
Thanks for telling me whatever you have said :D
p.s ; jay is a leader from dare ;D DG's dg leader ;D
wellwell, Friday i had school );
and its was super boring cause NicoleHONEY never come for school );
blahblahblah~
after school, EricaSWEETHEART came over to my house <3>
Kiah and Jay ;D
i really really thank God for placing such awesome people in my life ;D
Then we went home .
some unpleasant stuff around my house .
then went home.
rested ;D

ahhahahaahas .
you might think its boring rightt ?
its an awesome day for meeeeeeee ;D
bye peopleeeeeee ;D

& i had a bad dream. you climbed a rock and fell. i thought i was gonna lose you then. it seemed so real. it was a horrible dream. it was really painful. i never wanna lose you );

♥ & posting is on my mind

Friday, March 20, 2009

hello peepoooo .
im gonna blog now .
its 3.20am in the morning .
i just realised how stupid i was for the past 2009 .
i could have enjoyed life to the fullest .
i shouldn't have thought about him .
i should have focused my life on God .
building my life on God .
now that i have been reminded ,
Pastor Benjamin once shared ,
build your life on God, cause he is reliable .
don't build your life on MATERIALS, non reliable.
and i realised how Pastor Benjamin's words just struck me .
i should have focused on God .
But Daddy God, im pleased to tell you and the world that i am focusing my life on you and i am gonna meditate only your word .
im not going to let the world judge me or hurt me since u who have the right to hurt or judge me did not .
im not going to be the best person i can because Jesus has been the best he can when he was alive .
As Jesus is so am i in this world ! ;D
I will set my heart on you Lord, Daddy God ;D

♥ & i wanna post ;D

hello peepooo .
i wanna blog bout today luh .
im seriously doing my homework now kay !
im hardworking today .
if you dont believe its your prob ;D
anw , i woke up and read NEWMOOOOOON .
lols .
its supersuper nice btw .
and erm yeah .
i dug out all my homework ( i think )
and now im here doing ;D
thats allllll .
erm malaysia trip uh ?
next timeeeee ;D

& i really cant take the suspense . tell me what to do . i really dont know . maybe im gonna just give up cause its pretty useless for me to continue liking you and its not up to me . my heart stilll likes you but my head says no . apparently im stuck in the exact middle . i really wanna know the answer . i dont know whether you will be reading this or not but i just hope you will. recently man things has been stressing me out and i hope nothing else will stress me out further . at least i have some friends to be there when i wanna talk . im guessing you like someone else so i wont disturb you any further . i will give up and walk away . if that is what you want .

♥ & i wanna wish and post

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

well , i owe some body who owes me bubble tea a happy birthday so ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WALTON CHUA GUANG CHEN ;D

thats first of all .
secondly, im gonna blogggg ;D
as usual, its been many days since i blogged ;D
today im gonna blog about my trip to malaysia .
first day was saturday.
i went for first aid duty at family day first ;D
lazy to elaborate.
went homeee.
packed.
left.
went into malaysia.
arrived at gan-ma's house .
had buffet .
proceeded to th hotel <#3
its called the Jadyl hotel.
the room is not bad :D
im lazy alrrrrrrr .
next time ;D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;D

& i still love you dumbo ;D and you are definitely not a bastard to me .

♥ & im back

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

its been 5 plus days since i posted .
sooo busy these few days .
anyway , i wanna post about today.
i wasn't feeling pretty well when i got to school.
so there were people at the staircase .
dunno why rushing me .
i was feeling kinda pissed and wasn't feeling well so i went into class.
i started copying stuff ;D
then after that i was pissed .
so explains my behavior .
anyway, lessons soon started .
blahblahblah .
after school i had ncdcc meeting !
yay . finally see my fellow friends ;D
im bored kay . tootsies .
then erm i went to sit at th canteen with ericaSWEETHEART and nicoleBAOBEI !
chaatchatchat .
went to mac .
chatchatchat.
and i found out erica's secret .
xD. HOHO !
anyway, we went home by bus and i went to shuyan's house !
on th bus was super funny .
i laughed till stomach pain .
nicoleBAOBEI too !
erica just felt disgusted .
xD . supersuper funny .
then i 292-ed .
here ii am blogging .
and i have to rush out math by tmr .
screwed .
lalallas~
i have to wake up early for carpark duty toooo .
rawr .
lols .
buhbyeee ;D

& i am trying really hard but i just cant .

♥ & im back

♥ & i hweel like posting !

Thursday, March 05, 2009

hellos ;D
im here to post xD
today uh ,
i stayed back .
lunch-ed w/ ericaSWEETHEART and nicoleBAOBEI.
went back to school,
played pingpong outside th creativity hall.
dont ask me how ;D
then slack at canteen,
go homeeee~
then lazy type luh .
i wanna say something at the end as always ;D

& i cant give up. teach me how to give up. tell me what to do. don't kill my heart bit by bit like that and it hurts me alot for your information ! ;(